i just came back from OU outing with Al+Teresa+Diana, and I saw quite a lot of people I know in OU haha what a coincidence. All Malaysians doing last minute christmas shopping :P
I think I'm going to rot in boredom for 9 months if I don't go out and work. But I don't feel like working 'cause I'm in my comfort zone and I love being complacent and lazy (which is not a very good thing) which will make me a sloth by the time I enter uni. tsk tsk tsk bad ! Must change my mindset lol.
Who doesn't like being lazy anyway ? wait, that's just me HAHAHA. I just like how things are the way they are, and I'm probably fine with anything lah. Ugh what am I saying :X I think what I meant to say was I am a simple-minded girl. Yeah. That's probably it.
Everyone's so stressed up with stpm trials. Argh did we ask for this when we enter form 6? Guess not. It's quite sad to hear them say that they screwed up a paper, and then cry about it. I truly feel for them, because they put so so much time and effort into it, and after that feel completely rotten about the paper. A big hug to you guys. (:
Here's a comforting verse:
"peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid." John 14:27
Wheee. I love it when we have holidays, even if it's just for a day. I get to wake up late and laze around at home (: Time of reflection. Whoopie can't wait for Sept hols to arrive !
The CF Comm of 09/10 stepped down last week (!) and whoosh, time flies faster than you think. The last thing I remembered was me stepping up last year and now I'm stepping down. Serving in CF was a greaaat experience and I'm never gonna trade it with anything else. I've learned so very much from the people I've met, those whom are so strong in faith that encourages you instantly. The ups and downs of being in the committee has made me learn from my mistakes and how faithful God is, even when I'm not.
So much to say, but Lord you know what I've been through. I thank YOU from the bottom of my heart that you pulled me through. I know this is just a stepping stone to something bigger installed for me. Thankyou for all your love and grace and strength and comfort. You are so awesome. IloveyouLord~
Haha last year's pic when we first stepped up. The guy in red shirt has left for Aus, replaced by Josh Tang. I'll miss you all ! :')
For the new committee, I pray that you'll serve Him with much passion and willingness. Don't worry you'll be fine (;
On another note, the battle for STPM is almost over ! Argh can't wait can't wait. This big huGE stone will be removed from my path SOON. But how to prepare for this battle ? The inevitable word : STUDY. HAHA. Which I am ! But at a pace of a tortoise. Cannot la. Complacency+laziness = regret and failure later on. Must push myself outa my comfort zone.
Lord I need your strength for the final hurdle. Be with me as I study 'til my brain is FULL.
June is here ! so that means 3 more months to my trials. Argh! So little time, yet so much to study. Sooooo how're we doing today? hehe long time no blogging till my skills all died edi.
I noticed almost all my blog posts are about studies. It's like my life revolves only around studies. Well I wish! I wish I could be hardworking to really study and not procrastinate. Bleh. I went for a rally @ Assunta recently and the speaker said that studies can NOT be good if God is not in the centre of it. Good point.
Studies aside, F6 on a whole thought me a lot! I learned so so much throughout 10 months in F6. I guess God really wanted me to go into F6 after all. Thankyou Lord. Eventhough studies can be realllllllllllyyyyy killing, but the people I meet, the experiences I learnt is SO much more worth it. :-)
ps: I love the F1&F2s!!!!! SO adorable. Makes me young hehehe.
Hmm... more recent update, CF camp 2010 has passed. Yeah I know time flies so fast. It was good as I felt God was there and He never fails to show up. I think everyone was touched by the camp in some ways, what with a good and empowering speaker like Daniel Tan. He was good and can really relate to the youths. Some of things he said struck me hard and got me thinking...HARD. :D
I think everyone-yes even the school leavers had a blast there, connecting with the younger peeps. Next year I'll be the senior there too! But not as a participant, but as a helper... I feel so OLD. :D Coz I am!
The workload in Form 6 is piling up; real MUET exam next week, mid year exam, trials, and STPM. Reality is finally sinking in, and now I know why my seniors always said they were stressed up in F6. Now I get a taste of it. :-(
But Form 6 is where I learnt a lot on myself (yeah believe it or not) and I have NO regrets coming to F6. I learnt that I am capable of doing something which I thought I CANT do at all...so...thank you Lord for placing me in F6. Everything has been orchestrated by the Lord Himself, and has great great plans 4 me.
Spirit now wielding, and dwelling within me keep my eyes fixed ever on Jesus' face Let not the things of this world ever sway me I'll run till I finish the race.
MUET exam is coming ! trials are coming. STPM too ! argh. It's piling up, I tell you. Now's march already, and time is moving fast. March is probably the busiest month for me. But it's ending too, and I gotta catch up with my studies which I have neglected. Econs (ugh gotta start frm scratch), Eng lit(essays and essays and lots of reading between the lines), PA(graphs format & PA1) and History (Asian history-hardest.).
But surprisingly for my History test I scored pretty okay. 57/100. For that test I only studied a lil bit and the rest of it I made up the story, and still I got marks 4 it ! So that's the good thing about history. Imagine if I actually STUDIED real hard for it, I would have gotten way better results.
The same goes for PA econs & Eng lit. I can do this. Nothing's impossible with God. Soon March will go and in comes April. The busiest time of the year is gone ! *phew. Thanks to Him who's by my side always.
CF Camp is tomorrow ! Can't wait. :D
May I study harder (I mean it!) for Form6, and let it not be a burden to me, but a challenge for me to overcome my procrastination/laziness.
me is nineteen already! one more step to the big two-oh.
nineteen isn't my favourite number since young. hmm. and to be stuck with nineteen for a year! gah. *shrugs. This year's birthday was simple. A lot of greetings on fb, smses and face-to-face 'happy bday's'. Thank You y'all!!
time to get my priorities straight once again since hols are over. booo hooooo. :-( gotta start studying for the biggg STPM.
(: i cant wait for the hols! Haha so random. Oh u know, yest i went atria to look 4 my Eng Lit novel by Jean Rhys and i found the most awesome place ever to get great books that are quite cheap:the big bookshop. I think thts the name la.
It's like a huge place filled with books! And affordable too. A James Patterson book which costs rm15-rm19.90. So WORTH it.
So on my birthday which is coming soon(hint hint), juz gimme rm100(or more) and i'll shop there till i.m satisfied.
Aloha! Online for a really short while only. Well, it has been a week since school started. Er so far it’s not bad, and it’s not good either. Just, okay! Haha.
I find this year much tougher than last year, because it’s STPM year! Yep. And most probably for the rest of 2010 I’ll only blog about school and studies. Heh. But..yeah it’s tougher with responsibilities and so much to catch up on. :-/ Rely rely rely on God fully !
Today was the first day of CF 2010 ! woot. And we have 84 people who turned up, PTL man, not including the school leavers XD. Saw wai yan tday and yeah was encouraged to see her back in school. ;)
Oh. And I just found out that my church is one of the four churches that have been ‘bombed’. Why is there so much fuss over a small matter ? Yeah, I’m annoyed at that. Simply targeting churches over that matter is just absurd. Grr. But whatever it is, who am I to judge ? Let God be the judge here, for He is just hehehe. Do not be discouraged but continue to pray.
Okays. I’m enjoying the weekends to the fullest before school starts.