the grinch.

i dislike the red wong lais, firecrackers, fish, bird, tortoise etc whatever that people these days usually hang outside houses during this season.

i dislike the golden-glittered calligraphy stuck on walls.

i dislike the sea of red clothings, decorations etc

i dislike alien music with weird chords and terrible melodies blasting loudly in shopping malls. 

i dislike the formality of going to certain people's houses (people whom i've never seen before/people whom i usually meet once a year/people im not even close with) and do play-acting.

i dislike superstitious people who don't wear black on D-day itself. 

i dislike travelling back and sewing a fake smile on my face to every person i see, forcefully extending my hand and mouthing "happy chinese new year." 

i dislike everything about it. peace out,

goodbye!

woohoo it's so good to finish sem1. can't tell you how much i've been waiting for this moment... so long. so happy too to be out from The Hole! :D :D :D 

now it's a month of liberation! i'll use it wisely. 

happy holidays!

and so it is time

I've made a pretty big decision yesterday that will require me to step out of my comfort zone a whole lot more this year. It started with a whatsapp from a friend, and I decided there and then. Just do it!!! And trust God. Yeah! Anyway it's one of my new year reso this year: stepping out from my bubble. 

The fear is there, but I believe I can conquer it. He is able when we're unable. :-) 

que sera sera

this year, i'll be doing a lot of thinking, re-thinking of the values 'imposed' on me, pondering, questioning, enquiring, leading, having more responsibilities to hold, stepping out, being in control... a lot more.

there's a lot of good (and pain) in this.

In short, it's called growing up. 

"Life begins at the end of your comfort zone."

let go

time to let go. time to accept it and let it sink in. i'm truly happy for whatever God's plan is. truly.

yeps, it's time to release the dove and say goodbye. Have closure. 

I admit it ain't easy, but definitely doable.

p/s: don't mind me; i'm perfectly ok. :-)

proverbs 14: 30

-a heart at peace gives life to the body...