of fear and procrastination

university is starting in 3 days omg. Freaking out? YES. :( i'm so big already, entering uni. but my mind still like a 15 year old sigh <-denial. Anyway there's lots of stuff I haven't do yet, mostly paperwork, simply because I procrastinate. Or I don't want to deal with it yet, only later, last-minute.

tsk tsk. I'm entering uni on 4th sept and orientation starts from then, and it's 1 week. Some people say UM orientation is tough, some people think that there is no ragging. Duno.

But argh! I'm trying not to freak out for uni.

What IS THERE to freak out ? Erm. I don't really know. I'm freaking out at the idea that I'm entering uni.

I hope that, I'll meet some nice people, and I won't dislike the courses. (FYI the course that I got, I wasn't exactly happy about it. blehh joseph i need your advice again)

in 3 days = HERE I COME UNI.

Here is love, vast as the ocean...

mood: reflective.

and about uni and everything else, i should...

zomg

i tried mcd's GCB burger and omg it's the 2nd best burger mcd has created after spicy mcchicken. YOU MUST TRY really nice. a tad pricey for just a burger, fries and soda but, oh well, GCB is for limited time only and you only live once. So enjoy the life of consuming fast food before regretting it at age 50 and above when diabetes and cholesterol etc comes knocking. Ok that was meant as a joke, pun intended. :)

I think starting from now till 3rd sept all my blog posts will have a count down on when uni's starting. BOO. I am reluctant to go and I can't help but feel negatively towards uni argh. A lot of doubts and what if's.

Ok I shall not let worry get the best of me. I shall take my boss' advice which is to not overthink, and just relax, see uni in a positive light, 4 years will come and go just like that, uni won't be that bad, it'll be fun *deep breath*

Countdown: 9days to uni.

and here it comes

Do you know, my pain tolerance level is actually pretty low? I went for a blood test on saturday and I was kinda freaking out when the doctor inserted the needle in my arm. AND IT WAS PAIN.

:-( Funny thing is, the Dr. said:

"You think this is pain? No lah! You don't know what's pain. Pain is when you're giving birth."

Right, thanks for highlighting the fact that giving birth is painful. Like REAL PAIN. That's why I don't want to give birth because I know I can't stand the immensity of it. Sorry la maybe I might change my opinion later on but for now, no.

13 more days to uni. I'm a big girl now!

Homecoming

lifeofabummer:

1) Qi Jun my sakai friend, the person whom I bs with a lot came over today and we watched two movies and ate mcdz. sleepover is next

2) My internet connection keeps going off! i cant wait to have my own laptop.

3) buka puasa dinner tomorrow with my ex-company. :) they so nais!

4) dinner with best friend on sat. about time! then am i able to make it for a church friend's farewell bday party thingamajig? hmm.

5) christmas prep. mehs. aint easy k.

6)medical report/certs/passport sized photos/bank in fees; all to be done before i enter uni in SEPT4.

how now brown cow.