come on.

we pianists are sometimes taken for granted. To those who aren't musically inclined, we're just the ones who provide music. That's all.

But they'll never know how much time and effort we put in to hone our playing and painstakingly pick our brains to figure out the chords of an out-of-this-world song.

I think there should be a recognition for us, like 'Appreciate a Pianist Day' or something.

Just saying.

weheartit.

John Mayer is the epitome of awesomeness, of everything bluesy, jazzy, unique and original.

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I don't like how I am overly sensitive over small matters.

=/

less noise, please

-weheartit-

my uni application has been successfully sent in yesterday at 7.45pm ! Phew I'm glad that's done.

I'm gona take a break and go for CF camp on 14th-16th. Can't wait to catch up with the cf tamansea-ians. In the meantime, I ahve been procrastinating in finding a job! BAD.

what's more, my other neighbour's doing some major renovations which include:

1) Drilling. the worst kind. It damages not only my delicate eardrums but also my sanity, causing constant outbursts of IRRITATION.

2) banging. not as bad as drilling, but still !!

the drilling is SO LOUD it's as if they're drilling in my house. =(

The thing to look forward to are these rare, precious moments of silence when the drilling stops; peace, tranquility, serenity, heaven-like--only to be short-lived by another dose of drilling.

!!!!

state of mind: on the brink of insanity.

flashback

those were the days.

star*light

-weheartit.

One of the things about staying at home and doing nothing is that you get to think a lot about everything that happened in your life.

That's what I did.

And ponder did I, about how immature I was in high school--and still immature now. Really, I'm very naive, I trust people too easily and I think that everyone in this world is nice. I think I'm dependent too, and I'm enjoying myself in my little comfort zone.

I guess it's time to grow up, time to be independent, to learn how to fend for myself, to realize the world has its good and bad sides... there's just too many things to learn, I don't think I'll be able to comprehend all of these.

Hopefully, HOPEfully, I'll learn when I enter uni. Things will be much different.

Better be prepared for the roller-coaster ride.

jar of hearts.

source : deviantart

applied for uni yesterday but havent send in yet, 'cause haven't really confirmed what courses I wanna take lol. Let's just say applying for uni is not easy!!! Can't wait for it to be over.

I thank God for many things, and one of it is that my migraine is over, because it was the WORST ever headache I have. I suspect I might have high blood pressure, 'cause my ears were ringing yest and I felt the strain on the back of my neck. these are some of the symptoms !!

I also wanna thank God for how far He has brought me, through stpm, CF, all the stress that I've been through haha, and how I've grown so much in church, in life, in everything when I look back. It's always very refreshing to be thankful of what I have, and where I am now. It acts as a reminder to not be jealous, or bitter, which sometimes I admit, I do feel that way towards someone or something that happened recently.

So yeah =)

P.S. I hate renovations. especially drilling.